Help.

We seem to love hitting potholes.

Just as we sort everything out.. 

Why?

Co-founder and one of the two guitarists of our band, Mz. Tobi, has decided she's leaving.

Also the one who came up with our epic band name. Slogan. Powered my dream for the band and kept it alive, even when it was a shadow in the back of our minds and I would shake my head and think it was a pointless nothing. She would still convince me that it's worth it. She would remind me of my love for music - piano - and rekindle my faith in the dream.

Now, that person no longer wants to be part of this dream.

What's going to happen to the dream?

I'm going to admit something here. All this time, from the time MSF emerged as a brainchild of Tobi's, I never imagined it without her. People come and go, but she was constant. She was ALWAYS there - always in my future. I didn't care what we were doing, but I always knew it would be with her. We were a team, right? Superheroes.. Papercut Man, The Superstitionist, and our crazy leader Duct Tape Girl. I apologize - at this point in time, I can't remember the others (I only remember Papercut Man because I think of it whenever I get a papercut).

I nearly cried reading Kyrie's blog, because it's true and reminded me of how bad things are.

I don't know if Tobi'll come back, but I know this much - I don't know about anyone else, but I'm happy to welcome her back with open arms. As long as she's willing, so am I.

At the moment, I'm kind of right in the depths of my music, finding solace curled around an iPod.

~lylt,

The Aliway.