Calm down.
I don't think anyone's trying to single out anyone. Kyrie, remember, they're talking about Tobi and Lanna as well, so it's not like they're singling you out. Don't make out as if they are, they're just trying to sort this shit out.
Because it's kind of falling apart and it'd take an idiot not to see that.
I'm sorry... I really want this to work out, but we have to be realistic. And the reality is that since Tobi left it kind of went down the drain. The motivation's not there, and neither is the drive.
It's not that we're sick of it. It's just that the idea's deflated.
I mean, we all have different aims and goals now. I want to stay in Armidale for a year, then go to uni in Sydney for an art degree which may take up to four years. Kyrie, like you said you want to take a GAP year, and Saji, you want to become a beautician (or at least that's the last I heard... I don't know if you changed your mind or what). I'm pretty sure Sombra's sticking around CA for a while too.
As for Lanna, I haven't heard from her for months so I don't know. I'm pretty sure she's out of the picture.
And Tobi...
I love her to death, but it seems like she wants to ruin her life. She's got herself into this mindset that she's a screw up who can't do anything right. She's sure she's going to end up either dead or a bum. Unfortunately, at the rate she's going, she will end up like that.
I know she can pull herself together if she BELIEVES she can. I believe in her, I honestly do. I know that if she can get out of that screw-up mindset, she can do great things.
But I don't know how long it'll take for that to happen.
Even if MSF were possible, it seems we all want to do different things. We may make plans, but our other careers may get in the way.
So... I'm afraid that that's all MSF may be. A dream. A nice one, granted. Not one that I really want to give up on.
But that's all it is. I'm not giving up. I'm just saying we have to be realistic.
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