Friday, October 22, 2010

My 2 cense...

Okay.
I think it's wrong to blame Tobi for breaking it apart. If I'm honest, she was never really that 'into' it in the first place. It was just 'convenient' that she was learning guitar at the time. If we say that it started when she left and decided to do what she is doing know, I think we are just using that big event as something we clearly remember.

And by what I read on Sombra's post, it sounded like 'There's low morale on this site', since Lanna and Tobi don;t post on here. I was already having a bad day, and I most likely read it wrong. But you can see how it could be miss read. If it was not aimed, I apologize for taking it the wrong way.

And I do agree. We all want to do different things. If I want to become a psychologist, thats 4 years undergrad then another 4 masters degree. I really have no time. I can't learn bass because that causes money, and at the moment I am not free any afternoons at school. My "friend" who was "going' to teach me turns out to be a bitch and clearly stated "Well, I'm not teaching you".

So I really don't see how it is going to work. But, if by some miracle it does, I'm so there. This isn't me quitting, this is me saying what problems there are on my side, and that I have to work this out before anything. Besides, we all live on 3 different continents. I'm staying here until end of year 12, Sombra is probably staying ( I have no idea ) and so is Saji. We all know Aliway is staying ( ^_^). So, we cant meet up. My immediate plans are to go to Cambridge (I've made a pact with a friend here that that is where we are going). So I really don't know

But it was a nice thought, to be in a band and be famous. And I'm glad I was apart of that thought. No matter how short-lived it was.

xx

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