Yeah..I had other plans so I wouldn't go broke while everyone else did whatever until they were ready to make music. And you know what Aliway, fuck this. This never would have worked because I'm too much of a jealous bitch. That's what it comes down to. Because it's been eating me from the inside for almost two years now..knowing how much more you like other people (I won't mention their names for privacy reason but you know who) more than you like me as a friend. Because it doesn't matter how much I'm suffering as long as you're all happy down in Armidale surrounded by your friends that actually give a fuck. Whereas I'm stuck in this hell..suffering from anxiety and depression and apparently I also qualify as a developing anorexic now too. Great isn't it? Have fun with your fucking life cuz I don't care anymore. Well I do care...but it makes me feel like an idiot when nobody gives a fuck back.